Note the diseased blue skin, something eating away at it from the inside out. Note the overall unhealthiness of this drawing.  

This was done just after my house and much of my work was destroyed in a house fire and just before I fell into a deep dark and dangerous depression. For several years after this I did very little artwork. It was a very uncreative period. I drew this when I was still working as an insurance broker ... which I no longer do. (So ... perhaps I will survive a bit longer after all.)