"Save your money" ... an ability I seem to lack. Whatever I get my hands on I spend. I have never saved a dime in my life. Not that I haven't had the opportunity. When I was an insurance broker I had lots of it. Instead of wise investments I blew it all on booze, women and stuff. The only thing I had to show for all the hundreds of thousands of dollars I made in the decades that I worked was a vast collection of oddities. It all burned up in my house fire of 1995. Easy come, easy go. The future has never seemed like something that was actually going to happen. I'd really hate to die with any money in the bank. I just want LOTS of money NOW. Money is terrible. I LOVE money !... I want MORE money ... PLEASE ... Send me money! I've seen the people I grew up with amass great sums of money ... homes, bank accounts ... all that. So why are they such assholes? If I had enough money I could be like a god. I think about it often. I would erect great churches and found religions in my name! I would create a new continent out of slag and name it after myself! I would buy power! ... Influence! I would be a KING! I think artists deserve to have money without working. I should not be forced to chase after nickels and dimes just to pay my fucking rent!    It's a travesty!        ... whatever.