A very early airbrush piece.

About a year after my 'awakening' I met a girl. Her name was Lisa. She turned out to a huge influence on me and my attitude towards women. She was nice looking, but special in the way that she carried herself. She exuded a sexuality that I had not experienced. I soon became obsessed with her. She brought out my sadistic qualities.

For months I dated her, unaware of what she did for money. She would show up with expensive champagne and lots of cash. She said that she was living on an inheritance, and I believed her. I believed her until one day my friend Richard ** came prancing into my office with a devilishly gleeful smile on his face ... he danced around my desk laughing and singing and finally placed his surprise in front of me. It was a copy of a XXX rated magazine entitled, 'CUMM DRIPPERS'. On the cover was my beloved angel Lisa with a large penis in her mouth and a hugh load of semen dribbling down her chin. I was naïve and young and jealous ... and I went insane! I had not seen this coming in even my wildest nightmare. My heart was broken.

It all seems a bit tame now, but at the time I was crushed. When I confronted her with this she admitted that she had posed for several such magazines and that she was a nude dancer at the Mitchell Brothers theater. The story goes on, and becomes much more disturbing... further details can be found elsewhere on this site. This was my first portrait of Lisa.

An interesting footnote; This picture was painted before I found out about her career as a dancer and porno model.

Also see; 'drawing of Lisa 1' , 'Corpse lovers' and 'Lisa 2'
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